whoa. ang tagal ko na palang hindi nakakapost dito...hmmm...

well, i'm surfing the net again...and i really love Ice's account in deviantart...

PURE GENIUS.

RECAP.

well...anu pa ba?...hmmm...i've given up on that shitty CSS crap sa friendster. hmm...ohwell...can't play football again for this quarter...cos of my grades...i feel crappier than usual...i cut myself again 2 nights ago...i'm missing out on a lot of shit today cos of school work...i got a grade below average in our test for how successfull you'll be in the near future in Guidance...that's crap...i got mad at my bestfriend cos she was really rude, and now i want to apologize to her,but she i feel like she wanted it to be that way...i hate my life...i hate everything right now...this is a crappy post...i'm tired...last night, i thought of running away again and jumping off a cliff or atleast a tall building...i hate going to the church,but i have to, and now my cousin's like i should attend bible reading or something with her every wednesday at 5:00...yeah right.

DAMN.

i think that i can no,longer think as long as there is a smile in each and every person's face.

grabe...nasa Baguio erpats ko...cool..  anyway... i feel shitty today...why in the name of all things sane won't mc cancel school for tommorrow?! i mean...HELLO! SEM BREAK!

hmmm...

happy b-day Gica! yay! food trip bukas sa katips!

hmm...wala akong maisip na ilagay dito... ano kaya?...hmmm...

if you eat food, you will be satisfied, if you're satisfied, you will burp, if you burp, you'll be embarrassed, if you're embarrassed you'll want to die, if you die, worms have food to eat, if they eat, they will be satisfied...BLAH BLAH BLAH.

wala lang. see, told you i've nothing to post here.

Currently Listening You Could Have It So Much Better By Franz Ferdinand see related

- do you wanna

fuck. i am so stressed out...errm... no wait... ohwell... i so want to get out of this place. this LIFE they speak of.  bummer.

miss ko na maglaro~

punyeta.

shit...hot...hehe...

sya ung peter pan sa 'Peter Pan'...hehe... Jeremy Sumpter...

boring tsong. 

ang sarap sigurong lumipad...

mamatay, lumipad, magsaya, humalakhak na parang wala nang bukas...

masaya din kayang mabuhay?

poem?: nais ko lang sana, makita ang iyong pagtitig...

         nais ko lang sana, marinig ang iyong tinig...

         nais ko lang sana, mamatay sa iyong piling...

         ni hindi man lang pinagbigyan ng tadhana...

         ni wala man lang pagasang mamayapa...

         ni minsan, di mo man lang natutunang ibigin...

         ngayo'y nananahimik, samu't-saring anino aking nagambala...

          para lamang maramdaman ang iwa ng iyong kapalaran.

so sad.

current mood= suicidal and hopelessly inlove...

masakit ang mabuhay sakin ngayon...kasi, di ko talaga matuon sa isip ko na kahit kailan, hindi nya talaga ako kaya o maaari man lang mahalin na higit pa sa pagmamahal ng isang kaibigan. sana nga hindi nya 'toh mabasa...pero sige, bahala na, hindi nya naman alam na sobra-sobra na yung hinanakit ko, kasi hinding-hindi ko talaga matanggap. kahit anung pilit talaga na ialis ko sya sa isip ko, hindi ko talaga magawa.alam kong nakakainis isipin na iba talaga yung pinagtutuunan nya ng pansin...mas nakakainis kasi wala talaga akong magawa.para na ngang telenovela 'tong buhay ko eh... punyeta talaga. bahala na nga. hindi na'ko aasa dahil alam kong masasaktan lang ako...kumbaga, kung sobra-sobra ang maibibigay ko sakanya, alam kong maaari nya akong saktan ng mas higit pa doon, ang malala pa dyan, hindi nya mamamalayan na nasasaktan na nya pala ako......nakakaiyak.

(sorry ah, di kasi kita yung unang entry...)